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De corde totaliter Et ex mente tota, Sum presentialiter Absens in remota.

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Faith keeping the boundless limits of premonition away. Slap happy comentary with a happy go lucky attitude. Forced and pressed into a shape that's impossible to imagine or calculate. Simper Gumby....always flexible. It's all about mind numbing pain isn't it? To love is to hate to hate is to love...or is it because that something makes us vulnerable that we do love...or hate. Hayrides and sock hops..a thing of the past in a distant future reality if you will. A past present future tense. An abrupt halt, your soul rising to heaven and then just ceasing to rise, just ceasing to be.
You've become reality so reality doesn't think you exist...but in the imaginations of little children and the mentally ill. A fraudulant portrayal of an actual existing thread of fate. Where do we dwell but in the minds of the idealogically sound.....the conservative highly religous.....or the pompous liars. The soothing feeling you get from vicks vapor rub is awesome isn't it? Kind of a euphoric sensitivity without a lock and key. Maybe it's not so bad though....maybe it's just an orchestrial piece and this is just the first movement in the Key of D minor. Just a hobbyists arrangement strewn all over the floor. So we see everything and see nothing at the same time.....and that's the hard part. The part that makes it hurt the worst. All this time my hearts been beating to the tune of something written by Al Green on a sunday morning while in his bathrobe sitting by a pool somewhere. Perhaps that tune was written for someone else and I just happened to come about this most beautiful creation by accident.... The point is is knowing knows and not knowing never can understand.

Adonis aka adonis_davis2000 on yahoo
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Ani Difranco - Joyful Girl (remix)
(My Favorite Song)

I do it for the joy it brings
Because I'm a joyful girl
Because the world owes me nothing
And we owe each other the world
I do it because it's the least I can do
I do it because I learned it from you
I do it just because I want to
Because I want to

Everything I do is judged
And they mostly get it wrong
But oh well
'Cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged
And the woman who lives there can tell
The truth from the stuff that they say
And she looks me in the eye
And says would you prefer the easy way?
No, well O. K. then
Don't cry

And I wonder if everything I do
I do instead of something I want to do more
The question fills my head
I know that there's no grand plan here
This is just the way it goes
And when everything else seems unclear
I guess at least I know

I do it for the joy it brings...

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Maroon 5 - This Love
(This seems to mirror my life exactly)

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

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Hot Hot Heat - Oh, Goddamnit

Regular exposure to insecticide has caused me to break out in hives.
I'm losing weight. I cannot wait till Saturday...
cuz on Saturday, my tax deductions make me function like a blue collar...
white collar...? ...I don't know -so I gotta hollar

Oh! Oh Goddamnit! I think I've lost it!
Oh God! Goddamnit, I think I've lost you!

Anti-oxidants have got me causing accidents
because my wine is spiked with pomegranite.
If you've got just one, then slam it.
Shot down -it's just such a shame.
I bet you feel no pain. Mercy!
Expect a rivalry.
Shot down -it's just such a shame.
I'm losing at this game. No fair!
Why don't you seem to care.
Lack of consequence has got me making decisions
based upon truth or dare decision making.
No faking.
I end up taking karate.
She's naughty... I call shotty!
My body will never live up to these expectations...
I still make invitations.

Oh! Oh Goddamnit.
I think I've lost it and I think that I've lost you.
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Eamon -Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)

See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

P.S. - Can i buy you a fish sandwich?